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Well things are looking up some! The family's not as stressed, at least. I'm being more creative lately, drawing and writing more (even if not uploading it all) and I think I'm past this huge long 'nobody likes me ;__;' funk I was on for a while XD I'm raking in the fat cash from work (WELL OKAY MAYBE NOT, but it's a decent amount!) and I'm so pumped for America you have NO IDEA. Not even two months away now! AUGH I GOTTA GET MY SHIT TOGETHER.
I wish I could find it in me to be more enthused about uni though XD;;;;;;
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[01 Oct 2008|01:01pm] |
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My dad has prostate cancer. He caught it early enough that it can be treated, but it's still gonna fuck him over some. As a result he's resigning from work for his health's sake. I'm really glad cause obviously that's what's important, but I'm still terrified for him. x____x I love my dad, like, a LOT, so this is really shitty. It won't kill him or anything, but murrrrrrrrgh.
Money's gonna be a bit tight around here for the moment - I told mum I was going to stay home and give them my money instead of going to America but mum said that would be silly cause the ticket's all paid for and we're not hobos or anything and things'll be totally okay. They're gonna sell Kristy's house so they don't have to keep doing payments on it and stuff, I'm moving out for sure next year with my brother, so I'm pretty sure we'll be fine. This's all shaken me up a bit though. Gaaarg I wish dad would come home from work so I could talk to him.
<3
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[27 Sep 2008|02:42pm] |
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I hate football.
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[22 Sep 2008|05:05pm] |
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SO TIRED of university AND IT'S NOT EVEN THE WORK. Just. The retards. OH GOD UNIVERSITY STUDENTS. If I have to suffer through another deep-and-meaningful with one more pseudo intellectual feminist vegan anti-capitalist Gotye-loving cuntsucking PC-crazy shitbrick I'm going to screeeeeam. All the moralising and self-righteousness is awful, it's like spending every day in a fucking after-school special EXCEPT EVERYONE'S FUCKING EVERYONE ELSE AND WANTS TO FUCK YOU OLOLOLOLOL
WHY DO THESE PEOPLE FUCKING TALK TO ME GOD CAN YOU REALLY NOT HOLD IN YOUR BLAND AND TEXTBOOK-RESPONSE OPINION ON LIFE THE UNIVERSE AND EVERYTHING UNTIL YOU GET HOME TO YOUR MOST PROBABLY SHIT FAMILY WHO ACTUALLY CARE WHAT YOU/THE REPORTERS YOU'VE BEEN LISTENING TO THINK OH MY FUCKING GOD
I am TIRED all of the time, all of this hate for my fellow man is just wearing me out so much. Thank god I have my brother to rave at about wankers or I'd explode for not wanting to offend anyone.
SCHOOL. just. URGH. Hell on earth in all cases. I'm so glad I only have a couple more years of this BULLSHIT.
You know what I want? I want an angry dude. A mean, angry, bigoted, racist, sexist fuck of a human being to know who doesn't GIVE a shit if anyone thinks he/she's cool or nice or funny. I don't care if they hate me too much to talk to me even, I'd just like to know there's someone at this place who feels as pissed-off and out of place as me.
Uuuuuuurg.
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[19 Sep 2008|09:45pm] |
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I've become a lot more liberal with my...getting-undressed-around-people-dom lately. IT'S WEIRD. Like I got new underwear the other day and it's really pretty and lacy so I kept getting compulsive urges to flash it to all my mates and stuff. 8D AND THEN I DID. I think it might be cause one of my newer friends, Lucy, is REALLY liberal about nakedness with friends. Like, I think maybe the second or third time I met her she was like 'HEY I GOTTA SHOW YOU THIS DRESS *STRIP NAKED RIGHT THERE*' and I was like 'WOAH HEY WHAT' and it was really funny XD I'm actually really happy about it, because it means I'm FINALLY comfortable with my lumpy bits which is like, weird AS for me. Still though, it's probably something I'll want to kick before I get to America or I'll just be near-naked everywhere always.
I AM NOT SURE ERIK AND DEL AND JORY AND BEAR AND KRIS WOULD APPROVE AMIRITE
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[19 Sep 2008|12:47am] |
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LOLOOLOLOLOL Tokio Hotel is still good aaaaarh leave me alone
SO HI, my hand hurts from drawing/colouring so hard BRACEFOREPIC. nnn I wish I was better at SCENES you know? I've had something in mind to draw for ages and my shittitude at backgrounds stops me from drawing it.
Wow this was a pointless entry XD
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[17 Sep 2008|11:16am] |
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AAAAAHNNN SHIT
DON'T PUT CHILLI FLAKES IN FOOD USING YOUR FINGERS AND THEN STICK ONE UP YOUR NOSE
GRAAAAAAAAAAARGH HURTS SO MUCH
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[13 Sep 2008|02:23am] |
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Very tired. Very frustrated. Taking it out by writing so I've now written 90 pages in the space of about three weeks. I still kind of feel like I've sort of gotten nowhere with it, though. Ohwell.
I wish I could draw again x_x I'm better at that, kind of.
Also I've been updating my lj too much, need to work on that.
Uuuuuuuuuuurgh.
*EDIT* 94. I'm going to watch Spongebob until I pass out.
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[08 Sep 2008|10:08pm] |
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Current playlist! Just out of mild boredom.
Foals - Cassius
N.E.R.D - Spaz/Everybody Noes
The Clash - I Fought the Law
Does it Offend You Yeah? - Being Bad Feels Really Good
The Horrorpops - Walk like a Zombie
Collective Soul - Never Here Alone
Mindless Self Indulgence - Never Wanted to Dance
Glukoza - Schweine
65Daysofstatic - Retreat! Retreat!
The Fratellis - Cigarello
David Bowie - Ashes to Ashes
Billy Joel - Uptown Girl
All Time Lows - Umbrella
The Used - Paralyzed
Kasabian - Shoot the Runner
The Go! Team - We Just Won't Be Defeated
Girl Talk - Hold Up
The Living End - CIA
Gonna add to this later, just felt like listing it. All my music is wiped so this'll help me rebuild my current favourites. Noooong.
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[06 Sep 2008|02:18am] |
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I really like it <3
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[29 Aug 2008|10:37pm] |
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if I
could end up with any man in the whole world
I would want my husband to be Hal from Malcolm in the Middle <3
He's so incredibly sweet! And he's a good dad and he's supportive and silly sometimes and gets himself into all kinds of wacky mishaps and stuff. BLAH <333 yes, I want to date a Hal.
Awwww.
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[24 Aug 2008|10:01pm] |
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Going for a job as a waitress tomorrow night. I didnt used to think I could manage something like that because my interpersonal skills used to be so poor, but I'm a LOT more confident these days so maybe. Its a good place to start anyway - Tombstone Mexican, which I'm perfectly willing to admit I only applied for because of the name. 8D It's a fairly casual and not particularly busy joint about five minutes walk from where I live, so I think I oughta be right. Either way it'll be interesting, and I DEFINITELY need to work up some more dosh before I get away to the states. I doubt CCASA's going to rehire me, honestly, so whatever they can suck a dick.
My Screen and Sound teacher is awesome, hes letting me do my essay on Adaptation even though we're only supposed to be using Australian feature films. Adaptation's a fucking rad movie XD
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[21 Aug 2008|10:08am] |
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COOKING! Everyones really getting into food lately. I'm not that good with cooking, I guess I'm kind of anxious about trying new things or something so I usually just follow recipes. One thing I've found though is that like, I learnt everything I know about cooking from my mother and she always cooks for our WHOLE FAMILY, including my big sisters and my little brother who eat like nobody's business (and me, depending on the meal XD) so every time I cook something regardless of whether its for myself or for EVERYONE I always end up doubling the mixture or something out of habit and making A MILLION MILES OF IT, which I guess is pretty good cause it means heaps of leftovers but it always means I never have enough of something for next time I wanna cook XD
I think leftovers are probably my favourite thing about food, you know? Piping hot fresh food is great, but I usually cook when I'm hungry and it takes too damn long so it's so incredibly releiving to just toss some pasta in the mic for a minute or so and chow down on that instead.
WHATEVER. I'd join the club and make a food blog, but it'd be super boring XD
You know whats REALLY annoying though, is having all these wacked-out alternative friends who are in no way, shape or form interested in what I'm interested in at any given time D: You know, the kind who won't watch Pineapple Express on principle and won't listen to anything later than the 80s and enjoy talking politics or whatever. I also really think my views of the world are starting to change so incredibly dramatically that its not funny, you know? I'm getting less nice. More racist, more sexist, more manipulative, more bitter and spiteful and REALLY narcissistic. It could be going to university - I'm just roiling against these uni fucks I can't STAND, so its prematurely turning me into one of those people they burn their bras (YES THE GUYS TOO) and fight against.
I'm also becoming a HUGE yuppie. Someone told me yesterday that 70 dollars for a shirt was just ridiculous and I looked at them funny and stuff. Considering it afterward, I guess they were sorta right. I keep wanting to go to really uptown restaurants and buy ridiculously overpriced things when I'm bored and never touch them again, and I really don't have the money for this sort of high living and I'm controlling it so it's making me grumpier XD; I guess I seem the same though because I'm also getting more closed up about it. Someday I'm gonna be a bitter 40-something sitting on the bottom stair of my estranged husbands' huge mansion drinking gin and bitching about the neighbours to my yappy pomeranian. DX
BUT AT LEAST I'LL HAVE A MANSION?!
I think when I get to LA I'm going to leech every single music file Delya has. Seriously, the stuff she's sent me has been so rad so far and I've been playing Never Here Alone on repeat for DAYS it makes me feel so warm and fuzzy inside <3 thanks girl!
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fucking
fuckfuckfuck
FUCK!
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUURGH FFFFFFFUCK
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[13 Aug 2008|06:37pm] |
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Today was AWESOME. It was another one of my days out with my little brother where we usually go hit some way-too-uptown restaurant for lunch in smart-casual getups. First was the driving, where we blasted Shippin' Home to Boston by Flogging Molly on repeat all the way down to Innaloo and swore at each other like boston gangstuuuhs (I was irish american he was italian american) the whole time, which might not seen much but if you've heard that song/seen The Departed and met me/my brother you'd know how much hilarious retarded fun it was. So then we went to Retro Betty's and the 'FACK YOU YA FACKIN' PRICK BASTID' and 'FACKIN COSSACK COCKSUCKER FACK YOU YA FACKIN UPPITY PRICK's continued all the way through the burgers. THEN we went and caught Pinapple Express, WHICH I HIGHLY RECOMMEND! James Franco is fucking CLASS, what. Also Seth Rogen is weirdly cute? Hilarious, anyway. We sat around at Dome with coffee talking about how rad the movie was for a bit, then drove down to King Street (ie Yuppietown, Stylesville) so Dan could blow his pay at Realm and get a new jacket, but Realm had been renovated to some crazy new weird place. What the stink? So we went to Subway DC and I drooled over a gorgeous 359 dollar dress in soft rose pink with zippers at the neck and thighs, SO cool, for a bit until we went to El Dorado and instead I bought a SUPER cheap reduced Schwipe tee and Dan got some long-sleeved stripey number. Choice! Then we got some Takoyaki (sldkfnlaksndfmmm) and talked more about how James Franco needs more comedy roles on the way home blasting the Go Team. Kristy was on her way down the street when we got home so we had a MAD panic trying to clean up some of the filth before she came in or else she'd tattle to mum and got a bit of it tackled/hidden under throw rugs. Then he went to work and HERE I AM, full, cheery and satisfied.
HEY EVERYONE MY BROTHER'S THE BEST, if you disagree I'll fight you, seriously. I can say it here cause he doesn't read this so it won't get weird. He's like my best friend :D and he has awesome taste in music and clothes and if anyone's not okay by him they're not okay by me. He's really clever and kind and thoughtful and just an all around good kid and I'm really glad to be related to him.
THE BEST THE BEST THE BEST THE BEST THE BEST THE BEST THE BEST THE BEST THE BEST THE BEST THE BEST THE BEST THE BEST THE BEST THE BEST.
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[03 Aug 2008|08:05pm] |
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GOOD TIMES! haha this is such an ugly layout XD
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[30 May 2008|11:03pm] |
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TIME FOR A NOT-SAD JOURNAL! Cause dudes, aren't I just WAY overdue for one? Jesus wanking shithelldamn christ. D8
Rediscovering Oz! DAMN, if there's one show I can watch without puking out my eyeballs with hate, it's Oz. And Firefly, but I never seem to catch that. Everything else seems really dumb, even though Oz gets kinda corny sometimes. It's weird how I'll forgive that in some things, like Oz and Doctor Who, but not other things (LOSTLOSTLOSTLOSTLOSTLOSTLOST). I reeeally wish I had more friends into Oz! I haven't seen past the second season, but STILL. I think it's also great because it's something my brother and I can sit down and watch and agree consistently on that it's good, and he's got more taste than anyone, ever.
Relationship dramas are (HOPEFULLY) sorted out, and I'm still hopelessly smitten but growing more and more accustomed to the idea that if it DOESN'T HAPPEN, it's all good and I'm still amazingly awesome and there is totally no substitute for me, lordy lordy lordy.
Had an exam today! I think I failed, BUT it's okay because now I know when my NEXT exams are for sure and I'll study hard and try kick their ass. Who uses Japanese anyway? GEEZ.
Has anyone out there read the book Wilt by Tom Sharpe? If you haven't, it's awesome. It's really dry sorta British wit about this guy Henry Wilt, who's really smart but stuck in a dead-end job teaching meat grinders at a TAFE-type school, and he's married to this silly twit of a woman he can't stand. ANYWAY, they have a fight and his wife runs away with a pair of annoying American pricks for a trip, and in the meanwhile Wilt gets drunk and fantasizes about murdering his wife, using a blow-up doll dressed as her to act out throwing it down a manhole that's being filled and seeing if it would work, even though he'd never ACTUALLY do it. Anyway, someone sees the doll stuck in the hole right as the cement gets dumped on it and he gets linked to the crime and everyone thinks he's murdered his wife. So basically the book's about him trying to convince the police that he hasn't murdered his wife and that it's just a sex doll buried under the concrete and everyone treating him like some wacked-out murderer and his wife's crazy adventures with some nasty bitch on the river and lksdnfaslkd WHATEVER, you should read it it's great. Anyway, it's a book I'd really like to see a movie adaptation of someday. That and Good Omens.
I lost my stylus and now I can't play anything I have but Pokemon. Dang. D: on the upside, I've got this mad killer Gyarados now. Does anyone know where to go to catch the legendaries? I spose I could look it up, but I'm shit and lazy.
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[28 May 2008|02:33am] |
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People
who osmosis shit that makes me who I am off of me
and don't ever get called out on it
are like a poison dart full of FUCKOFF juice right in my eyeball.
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[18 Apr 2008|03:18pm] |
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MSI - Bitches |
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Why do I keep DOING this to myself? Seriously, Jess, just stop looking at it.
On another note, do I have an ego problem? You tell me.
thesebitcheslovemecausetheyknowthatIcanROCK.
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[27 Mar 2008|07:36pm] |
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Stolen from stupid Kris!
RULES:
1. Set your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. to shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4. Put any comments in brackets after the song name.
5. Put this on your journal.
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